Studying

Day by day , exams approche . 😕😕
I have to study , but somebody inside me tells me that you already know what in these books🤥. Another one tells me :"you are tired today , study after taking a nap.🥱🥱" Which never happen because I take a coma not a nap .
But the worse one is the one who tells me that we will have en lign exams and I can cheat as much as I want😇😇.
Maybe I should find another place to study . Maybe these entities live in the house not inside me .
I am tired.🙁
I want to go outside.

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